MUSICIAN

Sheena AkA Naz
19th July 1986
Cancerian
friendsheena@hotmail.com(msn)
dramagal4eva@yahoo.com(friendster)

WISHES

AccOuStic GuItaR
NeW SHaDes
LeArn OthER InStRumEnts
LearN dRiVing
TrAveLLing
BuNgeE JuMp
SkY-diVe

MEMORIES

; 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
; 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
; 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
; 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
; 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
; 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
; 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
; 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
; 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
; 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
; 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
; 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
; 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
; 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
; 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
; 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
; 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
; 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
; 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
; 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
; 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
; 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
; 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
; 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
; 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
; 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007
; 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
; 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007
; 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
; 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
; 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
; 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007
; 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007
; 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008
; 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008
; 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008
; 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008
; 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008
; 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008
; 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008
; 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008
; 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008
; 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008
; 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008
; 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008
; 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009
; 06/01/2009 - 07/01/2009

TALKINGS




COMPOSERS

ChengYao
JingTing
PeiLing
HuiJun
Vivian
ZhiXin
HongYi
Yee Teng
Yu Feng

FiSh
Casilda
Heng

Sio
Kelvin

Shahmen

HuiYi
JeAnNiE
Scandalous bakgua
Mock gua
loong bakgua

WenJing

NPS
SAG
Bey Yan

CREDITS

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; Picture

Sunday, August 28, 2005

guess wad? still sick..booz..haha..

woke up in e morn wif a headache...nose stuck as ever, and a cracking dry throat. was forced to c a doc..and i waited lyk 1 hr + at the clinic..sheesh..hate it.

when i went in, i sneezed. And the conversation was comical.
Dr: flu?
Me: yar *cough cough*
Dr: so, cough too yea?
Me: Yar, slight. cos my throat abit dry..*tilt head*
Dr: Hmm.. headache too?
Me: Yar..tink cos all e fluid stuck up in my head. Oh, anyway, giv me medi tt's non-drowsy. cos i v busy. thx...
Dr: ok...so u got fever?
Me: Yest nite, but now i dun tink so. but its normal lar.
Dr: ok...*take temp*. Yup, no fever nw.
Me: Dun giv me drowsy medi HOR...got test tml leh.
Dr: orgh.
Me: Nothin le lar i tink.
Dr: *prescribes* ok..i tink i giv u medi tt i tink wun be v drowsy le.
Me: ok den. That's all rite?
Dr: yar. *smilez*
Me: thx arh. Byez. *crack a smile n walks out*

Dumb..haha.Den all becos i wan non-drowsy medi. my 5 medi she gave, got 3 diff timing. haha..=.= so far, ate 1 time le. Not working. Liar. Nose still stuck lyk wad..But headache ease a lil' le lar.

Tml having AMB pract exam..wonder hw it will b. Hope i no need smell anytink..cos i CANT. Aft still got lectures..sian...maybe i shldn't go sag..cos i realli sick..buden..its lyk last wk n i wun get to meet dem till 2 wks or more frm nw. tink i miss dem? nah..jus feel tt i hav to say some stuffs..haha

downloaded some songs..english songs lar. hmmz..nice...

anyway, tho' i m also quite stuffed up. seeing everyone stressed up ard me is not a pretty sight too. Relac every1...take tinks as it comes kkz..dun fall sick lyk moiz. its dreadful. reali and medi sux..yuckx. ha.

ok..jus to remind myself..tml AMB pract, wed maths pract exam and hgd exam, fri immuno pract. hmmz. haven touched dem all except amb once. haha..hope can make it still. haha.

anyway, duno wad i m tinking recently..so weird..haha..so undirectional..haha..wadever.

hmmz...tink go play guitar le..den slp..doc say cannot slp late. if not my flu wun ok...haha..

10:02 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

eekz...must b e sickening dustmites!
i m SICK!!!
Supercow is DECLARED SICK!

haha...no lar. Cant blame e dustmitex..haha...been working non-stop everyday, den last thur nv go sch so slept alot. Compared to e usual 3hrs or so. So i immediately fall sick. And yar, due to consecutive nites of forgoting my blanky n leaving both aircon n fan on...umz..yar..expect to fall sick. Arghz...but wad a day to fall sick lar! Pract exam starts from mon leh....geex...pray hard tt i will b well..

Went for Immu lect 2day n she rushed thru everytink..diaoz...i m dumb. Dun understand. AMB also dun really understand. I've set aims for finals le. But haven plan study plan. Also have started revision which i dearly need. Hmm..hope i can recover soon to be able to really start soon.

2day, we also had a tok abt our Industrial Attachment Programme(IAP), Overseas Industrial Attachment Programme(OIAP), and Final Year Project (FYP). Really wanted to go for OIAP, but wad a waste, i dun hav e cash n time. They wan at least 7k...and its between mar 06- oct 06 or sth. It clashes wif SAG PP, NPS virtuoso and other stuff. haiz. I REALLY REALLY wan go. But i go no cash n i've got repsonsibilities.

Duno y i went back to grab a set of application form too. Need to decide by next fri. haiz. 烦. Wan to jus throw my PP responsibilies away n NPS too..haiz..its such a good opportunity. haiz. Nvm. C hw ba. Tink lyk 80% staying here le. Den was talking abt FYP too. End up if Sheena Ng get to go, i wun be doin pro wif her lar. Cos most prob i will be staying n i will wan to choose a linked pro (1yr) than a unlinked wan..If tt's e case, shld b doin wif shiya ba. Haha..tt time she n i was saying i was booked by sheena ng le...den now lyk tt. Yaz also wan OIAP, also tok application form..but duno leh..c hw ba..烦烦烦.

Jus a funny tink tt happened. I woke up early in e morn feelin ok. Den on bus journey to sch, heart start to beat so so fast for no reason. All e way till i reach sch. i was wheezin alr. tok inhaler pump. Did not help. Tinks worsen when my nose blocked. Thru out 2 hours + immuno lect, my heart was beating lyk ard 140x per min (i counted so many times) and i tot i almost could hav fainted. really terrible feelin. Den aft the tok on e IAP and FYP. It sorta fade away for no apparent reason n heartbeat slowly went back to normal. Intuition? i duno..haha..

Was lyk sniffing, sneezing, nose block, headachex, body ache e whole day. Was shivering and heart beating so fast tt i almost died..haha..but end up jus goin club hse too..aft SDAR too lar. Hah. Aft pract still hang ard at KAP wif dem be4 goin hm.Tink i wanna jus relax more be4 studying for pract exam and slowly build momentum ba..haha..oh saw nu er jess there too..heex.

yar..so *sniffing*. ok..jus ate 2 tablets of clarinase jus now ard 10. Gonna rest soon. take care pple. exams coming..dun fall sick! Drink more water!

12:23 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

*dust, dust and more dust*

Argh!!!!!! So many thousands...millions dustmites on moi bloggy...whoa! 10 days din blog sia!

*takes duster...broom...vacuum cleaner...mop...and suck up and wipe out all invaders of me bloggy*

Tada! Squeaky clean now! *proudz* ^^

Okok...i noe wad u r gonna say...L-A-M-E..haha..i noe! But who cares man! Dun roll ur eyes..i jus saw ya doin tt again...haha..

Anyway, 10 days nv step in here..STILL din wanna step in de. But tink i shld jus type a lil' sth for my readers. Every has been so hectic these few wks man. Lyk weeks jus pass lyk days lar! 1 moment i see myself having due dates for all the pros..den next moment see myself preparing for CCT..and tis coming mon start of pract exam le! Next wk study break, following wk EXAMs! *double faints* wad's goin on man! i tink 1day is NOT = 24hrs anymore. Can sum1 jus throw in a claim that 1 day is LESS than 24 hrs and let dumb mathematicians and free pple overthrow tis NULL hypothesis? Argh..i m goin mad.

Been saying tis lyk 1000's of times n i m gonna say tis again. i m lyk running out of time lar! i m SOO dead lar. Lyk gonna die or sth. SO disorganised. SO disoriented, SO busy. SO panicky. SO tired. SO sick. SO troubled. SO in need of help la. But also dun hw to say it out.

And i realised tt i hav been holding e honourary job of a dustbin. evrey1's everytink thrashed out on me. I seriously dun mind. But i feel lyk extra helpless if i cant help dem too. Lyk if its within my limits i can la. But sometimes i jus cant. I can be ur 100% listener. But i cant be ur 100% saviour. i jus feel worse if i cant help. but surprised and even a lil' glad tt some pple are willing to open up themselves slightly to me when i least expected it. Altho' not much, but glad cos tt person indirectly helped me quite a bit sometime along e way too. haha.

haiz. today tio scolded again. Fone bill hit abt $80. And tis is still rebated. And discounted aft minusing abt tons of free incoming and sms. DO i TOK leisurely tt much? AM i really tt busy? I really dunno man..so stuffed. Lyk i m onli a student lar. Hw atrocious for me to hit 100 plus bills lar! And watsmore tis is happening when my family is goin thru financial crisis rite now. Great. Double impact on tis. Make me feel more guilty. Everytime when it comes to $ matters, i jus wanna avoid it lar. I wanna jus be e innocent child who doesn't need to hear anytink abt it and go on happily with my life lar. But i ALWAYs get bombarded wif it.

the next tink i noe it e topic jus drift off and implicate other matters and make me totally off-mood and pissed. sorri if u dun c e link of wad i said cos i nv pen down wad happened.

anyway, recently did survey, and results turn out tt i can be half e most bubbly person among my clique but also prone to be a loner of e world. haha. Contradictory? told ya i hav split personality. haha.

Um..Yest my guitar string snapped. and i jus got no mood to c 5 remaining strings there and i snap all the strings immediately. Stressed? Ehz..no..haha..jus doin weird tinks. But heng i got extra set of strings at hm. Tie lyk shit cos i feeel lyk playing the guitar the next moment so much. haha. Play old songs dat i knew and a few new wans tt i tink its too hard for me but i jus feel lyk trying...haha.

Today, woke up late. And went to eat breakkie wif parents. Finally aft duno hw long. And dad suggest tt i change my POSB card to the new blue wan cos its nice. Next moment, he took my card and break it. WAH RAOZ..diao lor. Den went to tt person and she suggest close tis acc cos its joint btw my mum..and yada yada. SO we decided to close it. But cos its linked to giro for NP so it will take a mth to transfer. And GREAT, it means i gotta go SDAR and FINANCE dept to declare..MORE WORK. THANKS ARH DADDY...=.=.. now i m ATM-card-LESS. Until a week later. haiz. SIanz..haha.

Tml long day again and got guitar aft..maybe i shld jus bring my work and do there...haiz..alex so late den start..really need to do work leh..everyone's startin...onli me...

"i m a BIG stubborn molecule"

U if u noe who u R: Sorry if i sorta ignore ya sometimes..wan to tok but i cant...maybe u r rite, i m a meanie..i need help..change me? lolx...sorry yea? tc kkz. get well soon. text me if ya wan. cya soon.

10:04 PM

Monday, August 15, 2005

1st, , my lower arms r darker nw. thx to induction camp. lolx. Din tink i'll absorb e sunlight so well but..eh.i did. Luckily din stay longer in sun, if not charred. lolx. But i wish tt i can hav more sports or wad activities tt allow me to tan betta soon..lolx..prefer tan than fair. =)

E whole tink was overall quite fun lar. Made a few new frenz by my usual lameness. Ha. But arh, realized tt they r really a bunch of elite students tt work hard for wad they wan lar. All A's n nth less. Was telling fish tt got 1 guy even start to worry when his GPA lowest was 3.8+ lar..wtf...lolx..my god..tis kinda person shld bring him n bang wall. Anywayz, e few tt i gt along betta was more of slacker kind lyk me. Lolx. Aft e camp broke, we went to hav dinner at pasta mania..den went off le.

was super shag. And i look lyk a cooked crab lar. Pincers red red wan. Lolx. Luckily it subside aft a day. Dun tink it will peel. Hope nt. Heex. Din wan to meet jer they all anymore cos was so tired. But cant PS dem. Cos i tot of tiffy. Jer jio every1. den every1 lyk dun wan go. So onli tiff. If i dun go, den tiff will strangle me sia. So end up i went. Lolx. Blehz.

Went to watch bewitched. I knew it was a simple show. But jus wanna luff. Nt ultimate nice. But average lar. lolx. Den aft meet tiff n danny. Go buy food. Den when we reach e place, haven settle down, heard fireworks. So ran there. Haha. Watched lyk abt 20min...lolx..nice..and it was as hw i predicted...lyk presenting a 8-course meal to us..lolx..every new deisgns or sparks we see we name it 1 course. lolx.

Aft went to play pool. Tyco got balls in. Lolx. Den went to play some shooting games..till abt 10+. Since it was pretty late + i super shag. We headed hm. heex. Hurray. =)

Crapped loads today. Dunno y bt tink its jus my personality. Wanna make pple luff. Wanna see genuine laughters on pples face tt cud make my day sometimes too. Lolx.

u gain some, u lose some. we needa strike e correct balance n i noe i m tilted to an extreme end rite now still. Any hotlines to call for help? Haha..take care pple!

12:28 AM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

hiyaz! Missin out on my facts yea? Hahaz.

went to watch NDP at tampines side de. end up went wif fren tt mum WANTS me to go with. Ha. Den cos at 1st quite sianz, so went arcade. Den played e drum tink..n other games..lolx. At 1st fren tot i 1st time play, den sure win moi..lolx..but me tian cai too..keke...won by luck n tyconess ;) Ard 5+ went back to Parade place, watch performance, den got 1 auntie n n family keep holdin up umbrella..diaoz..den i cant c a tink 4 lyk 1 hr. On n off lar. But i was more into chattin wif fren, so din bother so much. And aft when show realli starts, auntie n family went off. DIAOZ. lolx. Weird pple. Nvm dem, keke.

Fireworks were nt too bad too. Bt i 4gt to bring digicam to snap it. Finally, when end, me slack wif fren till 10+ be4 taking bus n jus as i tot i cud rest in journey hm to bus, saw ex-sch mate! haha..quite elated bt tiring too. lolx. catch up abit den tired le. lolx.

rest of e days were normal n hectic as usual. Busy preparing sponsor letters for SAG PP. Finally sent dem on thur. Also, sth to b A LIL' relief, touched AMP scientific pro n HGD. Onli needa do some touching up. Left AMB show n tell. Darn tt. Ha.

As 4 today, wanted do show n tell. But v hard. got ideas bt all too chim to understand REAL full concepts now. so hafta abandon lotsa ideas. End up use abt 3hrs jus to decide on wad to work on. Sianz. Went for tea reception wif principal. Darn sianz. Hung out wif taiwan n peihua n my sag pple n CASSC pple instead. lolx. Bo bian. I ANTI-SOCIAL. lolx.

Aft ard 5+, went down to wisma accompany shiya go repair her fone. See so good. lolx. Cos she dun realli noe e place. lolx. Aft i rushed back to sch n reached ard 8.

Alex was teachin e juniors den. and i joined in. haha. Taught a few for fun. Next is our turn! Played a piece den we manage to bring out our Niibori guitars to try! i m playin Alto n its so cool lar. haha. learnt hw to tune it le. Woah. Heardsay Alto rite nw onli shifu, sotong n me playin. Alto so small, so cutez. keke. After tryin out for awhile, place it back properly to hardcase...bao bei..keke...so ex..must take care.

Tis comin sat, 20/8, goin tampine perform. lolx. Duno y go dere, but heardsay dunno wad minister or whichever bigshot goin. My prob? No. Do i care? No. Haha. But since its an exposure, den anytink lor. Haha. Gonna play Maliendo Cafe, Andrecchio, In e sky, 13 Jours, and Farruca. keke. So many. Duno wad event also. Keke.

Sometimes i really wish i can hav more time...realli need e time...blame it on my poor time management or me being a big lavish time spender or dragger anyhow u wish to call it. Haha. Bt i seriously need more time for everytink. For frenz, family, precious 1's, studies, guitar, drama, recreation n e list can go on.

I tink 1 day 48hrs is enuff ba. Let e no. of hrs x 2. So i can divide my time even more. Lolx. greedy? i dun tink so. Many pple feels e same. lolx. Seeing pple ard me doin tinks tt they lyk at anytime they wan, or seeing dem able to enjoy made me envious sumhw. I wish i can hav their kinda' life. haha.

Frm tis, i found a pt to reinforce e fact tt i m so contradictory lar. y is tt so? i cant wait for a time to lax n let go of everytink cos i cant stand too much tangles wif pple n stuffs ard me. However, i m moltivated thru' milestones n big steps forward which requires lotsa committment. =X

tt day a fren tok to me. And said tt she wun b willin to giv up anytink 4 her bf. or future bf or husband or wad la. She said its too much a sacrifice 4 her. She say if her opp. wants her, he shld qian jiu her. Diaoz. haiz. Maybe i prefer to giv in more. I feel tt tis tot is a lil' self-centred ba. i tink...i wud b willin to giv up stuffs 4 whoever i tink its worthy 4 lar. And its nt lyk its an obligation lor, its xing gan qing yuan lor. haha. I tink as long as i can b wif tt person n lead simple life, its good enuff lor. haha...

still got stuffs to crapz out, bt its pretty late le. tml gotta meet 8.45am at Harbourfront mrt control for e induction prog by STDP. Hope its fun! Haha..meeting new pple too...lolx..hope i can get along wif dem too..

k lar, tired le...go zzz....keke =pPp


1:51 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005

wad a fruitless day. yesterday too.

yest morn did admin stuff. arvo rush to queensway meet shiya view tee samples. Den it wasn't too bad. On e way to sch, kel called to ask if goin clubhse, so i went. But main purpose is help Marcus find scores. Cos he always say no nice scores but i beg to differ. Haha. End up Marcus, kel n me tried out some songs. Not too bad. Haha.

Ard 5+. we all went off. I went to CASSC welcoming. Nt too bad tis time round. But i still find it v lame. Nt much interaction. I duno y i jus seem to spot probs wif e activities they hold. Quite dumb. Den some of dem e concepts behind it quite gd, bt e way they proceed ends up wif nth gd. Nah, dun bother. Ha. Cant wait to hand over.

Wanted to leave early. But cos' of HY n freshies i stayed. But hung out wif ZhongZe n a few thru out cos he was in a foul mood n the rest were betta. lolx. 1st time see Zhongze so fierce man..scary. Was lyk practically looking at Dawn tey all do lame n stupid stuffs wif piercing eyes. Shouted at dem when they were so crazy n stuffs. but i guess i m quite a good joker i must say. haha. Just hang ard, meddle wif his guitar. tok crap n stuff. Manage to cheer him up. Made him luff quite a couple of times too. Ha. I guess he was jus tired aft work n he couldn't stand dem wastin every1's time. lolx. Left 4 hm at 10+.

today woke up later than expected, ard 10+. Cleared my table n wanted to do work. Only managed to do maths tut chap 7 jus to hand in on wed. Decided to do admin stuff so yup..start clearing up mails n tinks lyk tt. Den toopid brat called to meet online. den chatted till 3. Offline go buy stuff. Came back, chat again till 8. Go eat, chat till ard 10+. I jus pack bag for tml. and nw i m here. Sia la. Doin wad sia. lolx.

wasted a wkend again. Nt saying tt toking to Brat is bad. Haha. But i shld haf a header of wad i wanna complete. Haha. But ok lar. Used 10min to plan wad i needa do tml le. lolx.

So, poly really sux in a way i dun haf my holz! Hrmpz. No 1/2 day nor post hol aft 9 aug. Hrmz. Diaoz. no rest. Bu hao de!

i haf tix for NDP n i m in deep trouble. Ha. told sum1 i wanna go wif tt person BUT mum wans me go wif another person. So nw she assumes tt i m goin wif tt another person. Mum told the other person abt it. And i TOLD my fren alr. DArnz..shit...i haven contact either still aft last wk abt tis matter. Diaoz. Si le. Duno hw. lolx. Mum will b goin wif me to collect tix wif fren..so duno who to bring nw. Diaoz. Scared later i bring tis fren go mum tink too much. Diaoz. Wadever.

Tml's immuno ppt. More impt. No time tink abt NDP or wad la. Hope it runs well. Hope we can ans the qns...tiredz...go slp le. bb.

needa mug soon. need a miracle to happen. got loads to do. Y cant i jus throw my responsibilities away? darn...cos i m me...its in da genes. I haven found e best tink in life for me to forgo everytink..lolx.

12:02 AM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

my eyelids weigh lyk a ton nw lar..threatenin to jus slam down tight any moment. Keke.

been MIA for days. A couple of events took place.

For e past few days, went down to Queensway to check on e tee tt i designed for SAG tee. But cos e boss nt dere so had to make a trip down AGAIN TML. Hope tml can get to see sample tee. Den if ok can mass print le. Hope e color i chose they will lyk it. At last, SAG has got some kind of club identity. Ha. but i m so sorry tt i hafta make my members pay lyk 30bucks for jus club tees lar. Altho i find its realli a gd deal. 1 polo n 1 tee. With Chinese characters tt has to be carved out and such. Hope wad i said had convince them instead of dem jus obliging. Keke.

i heardsay frm my freshies tt they r realli looking forward towards e programme tt i planned 4 dem, namely AP and PP n any other programmes tt i've lined up 4 dem tt i hope i can get on wif it. Upon hearing tt, it was lyk a booster shot. Need not to be injected wif large amt but sufficient to keep me goin for quite awhile cos e least, we share a common goal 4 tt. I DUN wan to let dem down. I need every1's help. Ha.

I realized e need for PR lor. When u wan get tinks done n u need to source 4 other pple's help. Its lyk way easier if u've got contacts to start wif lar. Haiz. Bridging is such an exhausting task. Need to contact tis contact tt. And keep track of replies n maintaining contact wif dem etc. etc. etc...

All these r part n parcel of fulfillin a dream bubble of many. Its tough bt i must hang on. However, i Always get e tot of hw i wish i can jus quickly get to yr3 so i can step down. Or how i wish i can jus graduate n lead another kinda carefree life tt i'd prefer. ha.

As for NPS, i have made e decision to purchase 3 tuners for guitar. Seeing all snatching over 1 PERSONAL tuner regardless is whose is nt a pleasant sight. Ha. Slow n nt so nice too. Imagining having to borrow sth frm a fren EVERY guitar pract u hav. Haha. Total will cost qutie alot.Must take care of it dearly in e clubhse. Been busy returning claims too. Ha. Went for meetings i realized i STILL have paperwork NOT done. Ha. I tot i dun haf anytink much le. Must clear it tis wkend.

Today skipped AMB lect to finish up Immu pro. Ha. As USUAL, AMB was nv even hovering at the BACK of my mind. ;) 1st time workin wif Mirza, Christina n Michael as a pro team! Nt too bad. Can get along wif dem. Haha. Super slackers we. Hope we dun go out of pt yeah? Cos each time i review the ppt wif dem, i realized we lack an impt pt! haha. Nvm lar. Chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. we mon jus sui shi ying bian! dun care le. Jus gonna go thru' abit on it on sun nite or sth. ha.


Anyway, i actually join a "Be my Own Boss" Bazaar-like thingy held by my sch of LSCT. Nt too bad at all! We aim to hit a sales of $500 and we exceeded tt amt by quite a fair bit! We solded music-themed gift items tt were so intricate n real tt even i myself also felt lyk getting it. Haha. Den even lecturers and TSOs came over to buy. Realli hafta thx all NPS pple for coming down to support sia! Cos they also contribute to the sales...keke,

Tml there's the welcoming party for freshies or new-comers. Its lyk dumb lar. But nvm. Just go to support my juniors cos they will be performing. *prayz* Haha. So late le...gonna slp first. Tml continue.

Ciaoz!

[Naz to Brat]: Diaoz. i no black market dealer. No salesgirl will let u try full sample sia! Haha..u hafta subscride or jus fall into my trap mar! haha. Cow-dar will gif ya an accuracy of 85% remb? haha. Good enuff i tink. *grinz* tc. *hugz*

Talent comes wif committment, committment comes wif passion.
therefore, do wad u luv, nt luv wad u do. if possible, tat is. =)

1:43 AM

my eyelids weigh lyk a ton nw lar..threatenin to jus slam down tight any moment. Keke.

been MIA for days. A couple of events took place.

For e past few days, went down to Queensway to check on e tee tt i designed for SAG tee. But cos e boss nt dere so had to make a trip down AGAIN TML. Hope tml can get to see sample tee. Den if ok can mass print le. Hope e color i chose they will lyk it. At last, SAG has got some kind of club identity. Ha. but i m so sorry tt i hafta make my members pay lyk 30bucks for jus club tees lar. Altho i find its realli a gd deal. 1 polo n 1 tee. With Chinese characters tt has to be carved out and such. Hope wad i said had convince them instead of dem jus obliging. Keke.

i heardsay frm my freshies tt they r realli looking forward towards e programme tt i planned 4 dem, namely AP and PP n any other programmes tt i've lined up 4 dem tt i hope i can get on wif it. Upon hearing tt, it was lyk a booster shot. Need not to be injected wif large amt but sufficient to keep me goin for quite awhile cos e least, we share a common goal 4 tt. I DUN wan to let dem down. I need every1's help. Ha.

I realized e need for PR lor. When u wan get tinks done n u need to source 4 other pple's help. Its lyk way easier if u've got contacts to start wif lar. Haiz. Bridging is such an exhausting task. Need to contact tis contact tt. And keep track of replies n maintaining contact wif dem etc. etc. etc...

All these r part n parcel of fulfillin a dream bubble of many. Its tough bt i must hang on. However, i Always get e tot of hw i wish i can jus quickly get to yr3 so i can step down. Or how i wish i can jus graduate n lead another kinda carefree life tt i'd prefer. ha.

As for NPS, i have made e decision to purchase 3 tuners for guitar. Seeing all snatching over 1 PERSONAL tuner regardless is whose is nt a pleasant sight. Ha. Slow n nt so nice too. Imagining having to borrow sth frm a fren EVERY guitar pract u hav. Haha. Total will cost qutie alot.Must take care of it dearly in e clubhse. Been busy returning claims too. Ha. Went for meetings i realized i STILL have paperwork NOT done. Ha. I tot i dun haf anytink much le. Must clear it tis wkend.

Today skipped AMB lect to finish up Immu pro. haz. 1st time working wif Mirza, Christina and Michael for pro. Wish us best of luck for mon! Haz. We dun understand wad we toking but remember, we must CONVINCE and CON every1 to make dem tink we KNOW..shh..hehe

Oh, n i participated in e "Be my own Boss" thingy with NPS jolene, tiansheng and weiqiang (nt mic). Ha. Not too bad at all! We hit our target! Aimed to hit sales of $500. And we exceed tt by quite an amt. Ha. nice. Thanks' pple! NPS pple too! they contributed to e sales too! haha.

Tml i will b goin back sch for welcoming party for my

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

oh my...i needa slp manz.

sun midnite gt shocked tt immu proj hav to submit by by mon morn and so i dragged myself to do a rough 1 out cos i dun wan my grp members to suffer cos of my blurness. But i realized today tt its lacking a whole darn lot of pts la. Nvm. We shall improve on it! Luckily fren kept me awake till i was done wif it. At least..almost la. Thx to tt person.

Neway, its doesn't feel gd to haf lack of slp. Hahaz. U go bonkers n u can doze off practically anywhere anytime. Thats NOT a joke. Haz. Y did i jus luffed den? Oh well, nvm. Crapz. =X Cannot AP. Also made a pact wif jess to nt sigh rite? *grinz*

So, HGD result's out. Din fare too badly. Overall CT, got all kinds of grades. A, Bs, and Css...i word: SIANZ~. Haha.. nvm..work harder next time IF i CAN.

Got tons to do. NPS $ stuffs alot le. Den SAg..PP...rooms...details...plannin...proposals..letters...drafts..rubbish. Sch wk...whole lot of undone work..projects..nv ending. I have got A LIFE MAN. Wad kinda world m i living in? lolx.

Tml meeting up for pro. Hope its productive. Tml needa get MORE tinks DONE.

I hope. I wish. I want. I need. I do. I see.

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